DemonBare

Wanting to trust you, but can't believe everything you tell me Wanting to talk to you, but feel like I am annoying you Wanting to see you, but scared of hurt I am scared of rejection I am scared of you Please explain how I am scared of you, Is it that when we talk I feel like it isn't you Is it that when I see you, you turn away I hate rejection, it is the worst I hate lies, and I think you tell the most I hate that every time I try to fall asleep, I lay there awake thinking of anytime where I haven't felt out of place And of course there are none that come to mind I lay there and cry Wanting it all to disappear But it will al

Just a cut Just a scratch "What's that mark?" "It was just a cat" Just an excuse Just another lie "What's with all the bracelets?" "Just fashion, why?" Just a tear Just a scream "Why are you crying?" "Just a bad dream" But it's not just a cut Or a tear or a lie It's always 'just one more' Until you die

He causes you pain He causes you hurt He never knows when to stop He never knows when it is enough He makes you smile He makes you laugh He makes you happy He makes you feel special Then it stops Everything stops The messages The smiles He sees your messages But doesn't reply You wonder if he reads all of them Or just clicks on them for them to disappear You lay there wondering what happened You wonder what you could do You wonder what would relieve the pain You find something sharp You sit there in silence starring at this object You look at your wrist Silence, but nothing happens You question what he would thi